Wednesday, March 16, 2011

JUST READ: J.D. SALINGER'S THE CATCHER IN THE RYE



This is just another bildungsroman novel in line with Huck Finn, The Perks of Being a Wallflower and To Kill a Mockingbird where the protagonist is going on some maturity and all them crazy stuff.

I finished the book in two sittings, it was actually an easy book to read all through the last leaf of it but I just had to hit the sack, thus the cut.

Reading The Catcher in the Rye, like Holden, got me "killed" for some reasons, only that he had to be killed over twenty times in the whole novel. Poor chap, he gets himself killed saying, "it killed me."

1. Language

Here's a little som'n: there's this extensive use of the adverb "and all." For all I cared, 'twas written 343 bloody times! Yes, I tallied it for feet's steak! HAHA. Let alone those other keywords.

Much to my dismay is how Holden's mouth is filled with profanity. I am honestly bothered while reading. And why wouldn't I be? He was even told off by some people in the story. He be cursin' real bad. REAL BAD. 

2. Symbolisms

Salinger got plenty of them but the ones that I actually did like were these:

a. "The Catcher in the Rye"


According to SparkNotes, in ref. to ch22 of the novel, Holden wants to catch children before they fall out of innocence into knowledge of the adult world and stuff.

At first I thought that the "rye" is actually a place in New York, 'cause it's also in the map. NY was mentioned a couple of times in the novel where it was described as a messy place for boys like Holden and things like that. I mean, New York's pictured as an adult's world.

b. Holden's red hunting hat

It kept croppin' in throughout the novel and I was thinking even on the first mention of the hat that it has something to do with the protagonist. It was a bit ridiculous but, methinks he puts the hat on important moments like when he was writing about Allie's mitt, staring at the mirror acting tough, when he left the dorm and when he's kind of vulnerable in some way.

It was also mentioned of how the hat has become so important to Holden that when he wears it he would pretend not to care what the others may think about how he looks like. He says, "I took my red hunting hat out of my pocket and put it on-- i didn't even give a damn how I looked." 


Holden hates corny things, but the corny thing is actually on his head and he doesn't give a care about it.


Or I have somn about the color red-- on how it's associated with the head (Allie's hair, the hunting hat). I mean, red could be politically claimed as rebellion, then I remember that communist thing, the bloodshed and all the fierce correlations about the color.

Maybe, red (rebellion) starts in the head.

c. The light

Holden always prefers the light turned on. He seeks for it figuratively in the story, but he's searching for it in all the wrong places.

d. Death

It was seen real in Holden's life. The loss of Allie his brother, his classmate James Castle and even how Pencey built their establishments from the money earned by funeral parlor bargains. Death, being everywhere, led him think about his own demise in the hands of this reality.

3. Religion

He dealt with his life apart from faith and religion. Holden's a self-proclaimed "sacrilegious" atheist but never had a good point in telling why. I didn't see how strong he was with his claim just like someone who shoves his way sayin', "I hate Twilight! Twilight sucks" without an apparent reason. HAHA I remember one guy saying how he dislikes pop-culture when he's actually living his way in it. Funny.

Some people really got it all wrong particularly on that atheist thing. Like, how could you even renounce that there is a God when you actually have the idea of a 'God?'

4. Mr. Antolini's quote

"Once you get pass all the Mr. Vinsons, you're going to start getting closer and closer-- that is, if you want to, and if you look for the it and wait for it-- the kind of information that will be very, very dear to your heart. Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them-- if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry."

This got me, okay. It's 'nuff said.

So, bulgar words be set aside, the plot was indeed a good one.  

Score:  

Monday, March 14, 2011

WHAT NOW?

Perhaps I should write a little more.
Here.
Today.
For the rest of the summer, at least.

NO, I won't be coming from where we left off 'cause my last days in school have been (insert a negative word here). Life happened, the world doubled its noise and it left me silent (in a pretty good way,I can say). But the good Lord got me out of the rut as soon as possible.

Well anyways, you just missed the nonsense, that's all. :-)

So, now that school days are over and I've been staying in a more familiar place lately while waiting for graduation, I spend most of the time at home doing chores, watching series and reading a novel. Or if not, loitering here...

...in our subd's winding roads and ampitheater, 

and here..

...beside the pool and FEU's parking lot, hehe. (Oh, there's my kid brother over there)
So basically, life's been rolling fine for the past days. Yeah, just chillin' like a chinchilla. ;-)

/ used the LomoLomo app for the fotos

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

TO JAI, MY ALLY

Back to us.
It always comes around back to us.

JAI: We do learn things about ourselves by talking to each other. I'm glad this was never taken away at all despite the wars we went through. Lol.

ME: Di ba nga, we both believe that we will always find our way back to those church steps (the place where we became the best of friends) and appreciate the things that had led us here. Thank you!

J: It's our specialty: we can always go back to where we have left off no matter what happened or what we did. :-)

M: Rakenrol! All we need to be reminded of is that we won't completely lose each other. No matter whack! ;-)

After all, we were shaken, but not stirred.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Q016

My daddy always said that if the good Lord can take the time to care for something as small as a baby sparrow nesting in a tree, then surely He could take the time to listen to a little girl in Ringgold, Georgia. So every night before I went to bed I got down my knees and begged the Lord to find me a way out of this town. And every morning, I woke up in the same old place. 
                                              Looking For Salvation at The Dairy Queen | Susan Gilmore

I think it's clear why I'm still here. This place is not done with me yet. 

Saturday, February 26, 2011

OH, LET'S GO BACK TO THE START

Back to the time when everything else is connected by songs, much more by their lyrics.

I'm glad to be in the mosh pit again, with a different kind of high.  :-)

Hey, are you with me??

Thursday, February 24, 2011

THE NEWEST GLEE MEMBER IS HERE

Click foto to enlarge. Hehe ;-) 

As I was doing a feature article for our music magazine (Specialized Writing finals)...

3:AM-- off to bed now. Tomorrow is another day for WERK, WERK, WERK!

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

CURRENTLY READING: LOOKING FOR SALVATION AT THE DAIRY QUEEN


Reading this for some bit of cool air in the middle of hades.

(This is what I got from the book exchange I had with Che) 

Q015

On the other hand, she was a woman with a million happy memories, who knew what it was like to experience true love and who was ready to experience more life, more love and make new memories. Whether it happened in ten months or ten years, Holly would obey Gerry's final message. Whatever lay ahead, she knew she would open her heart and follow where it led. 

In the meantime, she would just live.


                                                                                                           Cecelia Ahern

TO MY BOOKS: Read and Unread

I believe in the magic of books. I believe that during certain periods in our lives we are drawn to particular books--whether it's strolling down the aisles of a bookshop with no idea whatsoever of what it is that we want to read and suddenly finding the most perfect, most wonderfully suitable book staring us right in the face. Unblinking. Or a chance meeting with a stranger or friend who recommends a book we would never ordinarily reach for. Books have the ability to find their own way into our lives. -Cecelia Ahern



Tuesday, February 22, 2011

BEFORE THE MORNING by Josh Wilson




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Do you wonder why you have to
Feel the things that hurt you
If there’s a God who loves you where is He now?

Maybe there are things you can’t see
And all those things are happening
To bring a better ending

Someday,somehow you’ll see you’ll see

Would you dare would you dare to believe
That you still have a reason to sing?
'Cuz the pain that you’ve been feeling
It can’t compare to the joy that’s coming

So hold on you gotta wait for the light
Press on and just fight the good fight
Cause the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning

My friend you know how this all ends
You know where you’re going
You just don’t know how you’ll get there
So say a prayer

And hold on cause there’s good for those who love God
But life is not a snapshot
It might take a little time but you’ll see the bigger picture

Once you feel the weight of glory
All your pain will fade to memory

It’s just the hurt before the healing
Oh the pain that you’ve been feeling
It’s just the dark before the morning